Is a Journey

Yesterday while the sun was setting
And the breeze was whistling sweet melodies
My heart needed a warm melodic touch
As I was thinking about you
Yesterday I was looking for signs of leaving
Yesterday, a raging fire inside for the first step,
Reliquishing the need to want to stay
I held sweet memory,
You hold me back, but do you really need me?
I guess its time for me to let me go
And walk, walk never o’er my back
Not even the sweet memories strumming
Serenading the thought of a comeback
I have found a new avenue to park my heavy wagon
You found a new southern Easterly to sail you through
When you reach an oasis, would you please smile for me.
For yesterday, I smiled for you one last time
I was thinking about you,
Today, this avenue before me
Is a Journey. Would you smile for me?

I am Afraid

I am afraid
I am afraid of myself

The Tennessee Waltz - Redd Stewart 1946- Lyrics in my Mind

I was dancing with my darlin' to the Tennessee Waltz
When an old friend I happened to see.
Introduced him to my loved one and while they were dancing,
My friend stole my sweetheart from me.
I remember the night and the Tennessee Waltz.
Now I know just how much I have lost.
Yes I lost my little darlin' the night they were playing
The beautiful Tennessee Waltz.

It Brings a Tear - Ray Charles 1955

It brings a tear, Into my eyes,
When I begin,
To realize,I've cried so much,
Since you've been gone,
I guess I'm drowning in my own tears,
I sit and cry,
Just like a child
My pouring tears
Are runnin' wild If you don't think
You'll be home soon I guess I'll drown in my own tears
I know it's true
Into each life Some rain,
Rain must pour, I'm so blue
Here without you It keeps raining More and more
Why don't you Come on home
Oh yes so I won't Be all alone
If you don't think You'll be home soon
I guess I'll drown in my own tears
Ooh, don't let me drown in my own tears
When I'm in trouble, baby drown in my own tears
Oh, yeah, baby don't let me drown in my own tears
I guess I'll drown in my own tears
Oh, mmmmm.

New Years Resolution

To get a wedding planner,
No sir, its the truth. no kidding, .. no really... damn,i'm serious.
6th April 2008, you are cordially invited to a matrimonial reunion between E and M bla bla and bla.