Lord Jesus I need you in my Life

The night before
My knee felt the cold earth
as I thanked my creator the Lord of Lords
I said hither, lord make me a new creation
He said nothing,
That night, he sent me angels
I spent a whole lot of time with angels showing me the way
Lord, I need you more, send the angels again all the days of my life.

Lord Jesus I need you in my Life

stop that

If u are matching, stop matching
if you are fighting, stop fighting
if you are doing anything, stop anything
if you are walking away, stop walking away

Will this be your home? if not, I'm sorry.

Where the skies are dotted with freckles
sky blues and golden
where no albatross or a swan or even a sparrow
knows home than I do
Where the wind is calm and gentle
where the delicate lilies frolic
where there is no mans or even womans land
where only you will be at home
With a troop of Guarding angles
Ready for battle on your command

Will this be your home? if not, I'm sorry.

a life so much adored!

The smile you see on my face
is a feather of a beau bird
a feather so gently delicate n fragile
flung from an even beau wing
wing so swift it cuts the air
while I catch a breath
in my dreams as it flows
down a kaleidoscope n panoramic
waterfall only in paradise
swimming with golden white koi
swinging with crispy brown urang utang
blowing bubbles in perfect lines
lines I write here, not in a blog
but the story of my life..
holding me like a lover
n rocking me like a child
a story of storms and hail
avalanches n a million shattered fragile feathers
like the wake of a picture perfect scenario
based on creed race and religion
legions of chauvinist willing
whining, dined n wined.
the last line said…
a life so much adored!

I will write

Even though they take me away
forever enslaved, toiling for the crumbs
hands foots and mouth.
never knowing when it might pour again
for it’s hailing in my peace
I shall have it within my soul
to write again.
they can take all my time
but….my soul will be redeemed
from incarcerations of want
and…..
sherlock’s Shackles
I will write again brethrens.
hold thy peace eternal, I will write

i'm sorry, wont happen again

Its anger
She had to get the deptherA
Now i have to wait for four years
Four years wasted
Lastnight, i bite her
I wanted her so badly
she asked for her glass of wine
I spilt it and gave her a slap
i bit her cheek in anger
it felt good
I felt like trash,
i apologised
But today i punched her face again
I feel .......................
empty, looking for attention
why cant i have it like the jones

Oh happy day

Oh happy day
as beauty is crimson
or even lacy satin
blue berry or cranberry
quenching my eternal thirst
an eye candy so to speak
beauty who are you...?
if not, what a happy day you are.

The Believer

Said the devine business man
dressed to the holly nines
a pink suit, pointed shakespearian moccasins
complete on congolese python, poor thing
a black book of the goodness and niceties in hand
tie in neck, a neon noose, i said to myself, HA!
a ghost in a stale scripted horrendous pictography, HA!
in tranquil chill, he said again, come yee to me
i’m the way, the truth and the light
while the piano man serenaded
i with endless lyrics of sadness
my eyes pops off the sockets
the truth, the way and the light... come to you? HA!
Lord have mercy! my wailing for the brainwashed
a while ago…
they came in sheep’s skins
yet they were foxes.
a stella performance i applaud, who i’m i to follow..
the believer?

I need to go Home

Please God! Amen

Is a Journey

Yesterday while the sun was setting
And the breeze was whistling sweet melodies
My heart needed a warm melodic touch
As I was thinking about you
Yesterday I was looking for signs of leaving
Yesterday, a raging fire inside for the first step,
Reliquishing the need to want to stay
I held sweet memory,
You hold me back, but do you really need me?
I guess its time for me to let me go
And walk, walk never o’er my back
Not even the sweet memories strumming
Serenading the thought of a comeback
I have found a new avenue to park my heavy wagon
You found a new southern Easterly to sail you through
When you reach an oasis, would you please smile for me.
For yesterday, I smiled for you one last time
I was thinking about you,
Today, this avenue before me
Is a Journey. Would you smile for me?

I am Afraid

I am afraid
I am afraid of myself

The Tennessee Waltz - Redd Stewart 1946- Lyrics in my Mind

I was dancing with my darlin' to the Tennessee Waltz
When an old friend I happened to see.
Introduced him to my loved one and while they were dancing,
My friend stole my sweetheart from me.
I remember the night and the Tennessee Waltz.
Now I know just how much I have lost.
Yes I lost my little darlin' the night they were playing
The beautiful Tennessee Waltz.

It Brings a Tear - Ray Charles 1955

It brings a tear, Into my eyes,
When I begin,
To realize,I've cried so much,
Since you've been gone,
I guess I'm drowning in my own tears,
I sit and cry,
Just like a child
My pouring tears
Are runnin' wild If you don't think
You'll be home soon I guess I'll drown in my own tears
I know it's true
Into each life Some rain,
Rain must pour, I'm so blue
Here without you It keeps raining More and more
Why don't you Come on home
Oh yes so I won't Be all alone
If you don't think You'll be home soon
I guess I'll drown in my own tears
Ooh, don't let me drown in my own tears
When I'm in trouble, baby drown in my own tears
Oh, yeah, baby don't let me drown in my own tears
I guess I'll drown in my own tears
Oh, mmmmm.

New Years Resolution

To get a wedding planner,
No sir, its the truth. no kidding, .. no really... damn,i'm serious.
6th April 2008, you are cordially invited to a matrimonial reunion between E and M bla bla and bla.